Friday, October 25, 2013

Together

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"Pull yourself together, woman."

That's what the voice inside my head echoes.
all.the.time.

Pull myself together?
Like it's some simple task on my to-do list.
Like I have the wherewithal to actually accomplish this.
Like it is completely within my power to achieve such a feat.

Pull myself together?
How is that even possible?

Sure, I can give me a pep talk.
I can stare my crow's feet in the mirror and chant a mantra of positive thinking.
I can post scripture throughout my house.
I can say no to things and create healthy boundaries.

But even when I do all this well, 
I still find myself saying again,
"Pull yourself together, woman."

And that's when I remember this way of thinking is a lie.

It's not all up to me.
It can't be.
It's not possible.
I am not strong enough.
Or capable enough.
Or efficient enough.

I can't just will myself to pull it together.
Yes, I am responsible for my actions.
Yes, I have a choice.

But the only way to find myself whole
is by admitting my brokenness
to the One who makes it His business
to pull things together.

He did it before time was marked out by seasons.
He did when time was split by incarnation.
He does it every single day of my life.

The only way I can really get it together
is to be willing to fall apart
in the hands of the One
who knows me best 
and loves me most.

For in him we live and move and have our being.
Acts 17:28a

STOP

3 comments:

  1. He holds all things together - including you and me. He makes beauty from ashes. In Him--precious truth! Thank you for sharing! Visiting from FMF

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  2. Hi Niki! Oh such truth. He is the only rock we can stand firm on. Beautifully written :) Visiting from FMF!

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  3. This....
    The only way I can really get it together
    is to be willing to fall apart
    in the hands of the One
    who knows me best
    and loves me most.

    This is it!
    Glad I stopped by from FMF!

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