poem birthed from experiences i might write about...sometime

exposed.
that's how i feel.
exposed.
naked while robed in regal black.

insufficient.
that's how i feel.
insufficient.
adorning doctor's robe not mine.

childish.

that's how i feel.

childish.

struggling from weight of Saul's armor.

glances. looks. 
stares that bore.
holes that feel so wide.


vulnerable.
that's how i feel.
vulnerable.
all confidence fading to doubt.

wanting.

that's how i feel.

wanting.

unsatisfied ego of men.

small.

that's how i feel.

small.

disapproving face of judgment.

glances. looks. 

stares that bore.

holes that feel so wide.